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Shit... [Feb. 15th, 2010|06:01 pm]
A close friend of mine found out yesterday that his best friend died in a snowboarding accident.

Talk about a shitty Valentines Day.

I didn't know about it until I saw him in acting class today. He walked in to class, and I asked him how his weekend was, and he replied that it had been pretty shitty. I said "oh, had a crappy valentines day?" and he told me what had happened. For probably one of the first times in my life, I didn't know what to say. I was completely clueless about how to deal with this situation, so all I could say was "I'm so sorry."

I avoided talking to him the rest of class and after class, I left in a hurry to avoid talking to him.

I know that just a few posts ago, I was waxing poetic about how much I love living in Minneapolis, and how proud I am about moving here and starting over fresh. Today I regret coming here more than ever.

You see, yesterday my dad fell on some ice and broke his elbow and his wrist. He is having surgery tomorrow. I found out through a text message today. It happened midday yesterday, and I found out at 1:30 pm today. Because I live so far from home, I didn't know that my father was in a hospital until almost 24 hours after it happened. When I asked my sister why she hadn't called me, she said that she knew I was busy yesterday and didn't want to bother me.

Now, I know that he will be fine, and I know that I shouldn't worry, but I feel that because I moved here, I am suddenly out of the loop. Ever since class, I have been thinking about death. What if one of my best friends dies? How and when will I find out? Through twitter? Over facebook? I cant help but be paranoid about someone I know and love dying and me being oblivious about it.

I don't know, maybe I should just go back home next year, then I wont be worrying about this stuff. Maybe it was wrong for me to move to Minneapolis. Maybe I'm just looking too far into something that doesn't deserve this kind of attention. Who is to say?
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Old Dirt Road, Knee Deep Snow [Dec. 10th, 2009|08:04 pm]
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[Current Mood |chipperchipper]
[Current Music |In The Zone- Britney Spears]

Welcome to winter! 5 degrees Fahrenheit, with a -11 windchill, and that's NOTHING compared to yesterday!

It's FINALLY time for Minneapolis to get cold, and there is only a week of the semester left. Perfect timing! I'll be gone before I grow to despise it! The other day I was walking back from my night class, and I realized how much I have grown over just the last three and a half months. I moved to a completely new city that I had only visited twice before, made a ton of new friends, and managed to keep up decent grades! Sure there were some complications involved, what with homesickness, money, and various roommate annoyances, but the negatives pale in comparison to all of the great things that have happened to me. I just feel proud of myself for being able to make it in a new city, especially one as big as Minneapolis! I really love it here.

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In other news, I just spent $80 on the Super Deluxe Limited Edition The Fame Monster Package. I realize that I shouldn't be spending that kind of money as a college student, but I'll consider it my Christmas present to myself! The concert is in 1 month! I'm not mentally prepared in the least!

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Speaking of Christmas, I have GOT to do all of my Christmas shopping this weekend! What a waste it would be if I lived this close to the Mall of America and didn't do my Christmas shopping here!

OK, I had better get to doing my homework. Ciao!
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Jeliz? [Nov. 23rd, 2009|06:44 pm]

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I dont wanna play the part... [Nov. 22nd, 2009|04:44 am]

Im allllll about Bey right now.

So, thanksgiving is OFFICIALLY this week, which is exciting. Im reallly excited to go home and see my friends and family again. Plus, ill be SO HAPPY to get away from some of the people here. College is kind of driving me nuts, dorm life in particular. Ill be more than happy to be able to have some space to myself, seeing as how people dont ever knock around here.

I think i kind of like writing in here. No one really reads it, because I've had it for like, 5 years, but i liike it like that.

50 days until Gaga!
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FFFFUUUU [Nov. 19th, 2009|02:50 am]
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[Current Music |gaga o'course]

Its been far too long since i actually updated this POS journal.

Seeeing Gaga in Chi-town on the 10th of Jan. So excited i could JUST DIE. Still trying to figure out what im goanna wearrrrrrrrrrrr.

Thanksgiving break is next wednesdayyyyy. So excited to get out of this dorm room and actually go home. Be able to drive and see my family again. Its a good thing.

:D Ciao bitches.
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aahhh shit [Jul. 30th, 2009|01:25 am]
I really thought i would write in this.

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There are bridges you crossed you didnt knoooowww... [May. 28th, 2009|10:30 pm]

you've crossed until you've crooooooooooooooooooooooossssssssssssssssssssed!

Seeing the Wicked tour tomorrow.

So excited.


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On my radar... [May. 11th, 2009|10:56 pm]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

for right now.

Wale- Chillin' feat. Lady Gaga

Olivia Gerber- Let Go
(If you can ignore the bad music video acting and listen to the song, idgaf, ilh.)

Its a cliche by now to add Drake to the list, right?
Ill put him on here anyways. Fuckin fierce.
Drake- Best I Ever Had

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(no subject) [May. 10th, 2009|11:38 pm]

i could start writing in my LJ and not just use it to lurk...


ill just leave this here...
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OH SHOOOT! [Apr. 26th, 2009|12:38 pm]
[Current Mood |complacentcomplacent]
[Current Music |Sol-Angel and the Hadley St. Dreams]

Melody, you best watch yurr mouf!

Nicole can't be happy about this...
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